hurt

I wish God would give me the strength to be strong to get over this fight:( Robert leaving me after 4 years has been one of the worst things I have dealt with... someone ive loved for 4 years just up and leaving... god give me strength to know that its for the better possibly... my poor boys have no idea why daddy isnt coming home.. I really honestly dont myself... and poor kemper asks me where is daddy, when is daddy coming home and for tryin to tell him its the worse thing ever... I have no idea how to tell him, i just have been teling him hes at work but eventually he will catch on that daddy isnt coming home... I dont know what I did to deserve this... I know i didnt do anything wrong but it still doesnt help with the pain I feel:( anyhow thats about it... im tore, hurt, lonely, unsure of where life is going to bring me:(